Routine

That is what I am tired of. I want more than a routine when it comes to my relationship with God. I want more than a routine church. I want more that a routine marriage. I want more that a routine life. I think too many times we settle for routine. We let go of our desires and dreams for the thrilling, stirring, breathtaking and instead we accept the tedious, ordinary, and average. We become walking dead men. No life, no spunk, just waiting for the coffin. Not only do we not feel Joy or see the wonder of life, we don’t even feel the pain. Our hearts become dull to everything around us. I know the Lord is wonderful, and knowledge is good, but I also want the Passion for the Lord and Passion for life to grip me. I want to be excited and enthusiastic about something. I am tired of keeping my emotions in check, Living life with my poker face on.